What's going on here?

This is 5 in the morning and I'm still awake. Watching movie. Thinking about my damn life. 

I don't know what's going on here.

I have a lot in my mind. One minute I feel like I owe it to myself to make a good life for myslef another minute I hate this life more than ever.

I don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow but I know that I have to do something because there is no other way.

I gotta do what I gotta do no matter how hard it is.

I will not stop for a second. I Will Not.